Misty Rosey Colored Memories

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Do you ever try and recall your first memory? Or feeling? Just try–thinking back as far as you can go. Guess what? — I really remember mine.

I was little, can’t remember how old, but my mom for what I felt took me to a nearby babysitter for some reason. I remember feeling not scared, just off. And that I had to figure out how this place worked… instead of just letting myself go and play. They gave me pop cycles, which I to this day still hate because they’re sticky but also I can’t bite down on them, I’d rather just drink the juice. I mean, I wasn’t sad or upset. Just…there. 

The thing I remember being in a bunk bed, lower level for a nap. I was confused because I was happy it was a bunk bed ( I always wanted one because I have to change how I sleep… can’t sleep facing the end of the bed they say ( so exactly like my son it’s super crazy similar.) yet I was not sad but … maybe scared… just unsure how I was supposed to feel about a place I liked yet wasn’t mine. I was in middle ground, in limbo. In a place I didn’t understand.  And that today is where I never like hanging out. I like to know my environment. Know the limits and the rules and play within certain guidelines. Complete freedom doesn’t scare me…but it is a little chaotic, unhealthy and dangerous. 

So its weird because its not a significant memory yet it stands out so clear in my mind. I really don’t have any main memories until I’m older-like elementary school age. 

What’s the first thing you remember? Do you want to remember it? Is it something that builds who you are today? Comment below!

One thought on “Misty Rosey Colored Memories

    Nicole said:
    February 6, 2020 at 18:54

    I don’t really remember a lot from when I was younger but I did have this memory of being in a car with my cousin (she’s a few years older than me) and she was eating cereal… But when I told her about it, she said that never happened and why would she be eating cereal in the car?! Then I realized it might have been a dream I had and I confused it for an actual memory! So now I’m not even sure if my memories actually happened or were just dreams!!!

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